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she wants God to give her some answers

and make her feel beautiful

10 August
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I have anorexia nevosa. Well at the moment I'm recovering from it. But just in the physical sense. I've been to Mclean Hospital 3 times in the last year and have gained about 18 pounds each time I was there.

I still have horrible thoughts and struggle to be normal every day.

I'm obsessed with thinness, but I am not shallow. I hope that people see me for who I really am and not just an eating disorder...althought I talk about it all the time.

I'm a Christian, and I love life, because I know one day this will all be for a greater purpose.

Here are some pictures of me: before and after gaining weight.

and now the after:

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